Always fall for your type, Jack

The whole day spent watching Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse. I watch one of them once but it had been long long time ago that I myself couldn't figured out when it was. Thinking during my matriculation. Again, I fall for someone that everyone else not even paid attention for in the movies. guess who? it's not Edward that I wanted so much, he is Jacob I'm head-to-toe crazy over wuwuuuuu admit it, I always fall for second hero with that kind of sad face for being a second choice and being neglected even Bella had him in her heart as well. for sure, she can have them both that made her choose Edward. 

can I have this kind silence-ignored-lover that will stick to me even with me ignored him all the time.

Despite, I still love Edward's words, how he showed he is the one most protective to his girl. Those are words said by them Edward, Bella Swan and tough Jacob in the movie that mesmerized me most of the times. how if someone coming to say all those towards me and I'm melting.... 

I prefer this sawo-matang skin tone rather than pale fair Edward Cullen

I forget who said this. 

“Love is irrational, I reminded myself. The more you loved someone, the less sense anything made.”

“It’s so hard to describe. It’s not like love at first sight, really. It’s more like…gravity moves. When you see her, suddenly it’s not the earth holding you here anymore. She does. And nothing matters more than her. And you would do anything for her, be anything for her…You become whatever she needs you to be, whether that’s a protector, or a lover, or a friend, or a brother.”
–Jacob.

“It’s not like love at first sight, really. It’s more like… gravity moves. When you see her, suddenly it’s not the earth holding you here anymore. She does. And nothing matters more than her. And you would do anything for her, be anything for her… You become whatever she needs you to be, whether that’s a protector, or a lover, or a friend, or a brother.” -Jacob

"You give me everything just by breathing" - Edward

“Before you my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars-points of light and reason. And then you shot across the sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything. -Edward 

“I can’t live in a world where you don’t exist.” -Edward

“When I Left you, Bella, I left you bleeding. Jacob was the one who stitched you back up again. That was bound to leave its mark- on the both of us. I’m not sure that kind of stitches dissolve on their own. I can’t blame either of you for something I made necessary. I may gain forgiveness, but that does not let me escape the consequences.” -Edward 

What if you sincerely believed something was true, but you were dead wrong? What if you weres o stubbornly sure that you were right, that you wouldnt even consider the truth? Would the truth be silenced, or would it try to break through? Option three: Edward loved me. The bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence, distance, or time. And no matter how much more special or beautiful, or brilliant or perfect than me he might be, he was irreversably altered as i was. As i would always belong to him, so would he always be mine. Was that what id been trying to tell myself?

It hurts to breath every breath because every breath I take proves that I cant live without you…- Edward 

“if i could dream of anything, it would be of you” - Edward 

How can I put this so that you’ll believe me? You’re not asleep, and you’re not dead. I’m here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn’t want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy. - Edward 

“i love, i always have loved you adn i always will love you. I was thinkng of you, seeing your face in my mind every second i was away. When i told you i didnt love you anymore it was the balckest form or blaphemy” 

-Edward

“Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew – knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest – was how love gave someone the power to break you.
I’d been broken beyond repair.”– Bella 

“Without the dark, we’d never see the stars.” –Bella

I wondered how long this could last. Maybe someday, years from now-if the pain would just decrease to the point where i could bear it- I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life. And, if it were possible that the pain would ever soften enought to allow me to do that, I was sure that I would feel grateful for as much time as he’d given me. More than I’d asked for, more than I deserved. Maybe someday I’d be able to see it that way. But what if this hole never got any better? If the raw edges never healed? If the damage was permanent and ireversible?” - Bella