tunggu setahun tak cukup, perlu 2 tahun atau sampai 3 tahun?

 Bulan dengarkan lantunku

bintang temanilah aku

terangi gelap malamku

aku ingin engkau tahu

ku kan selalu menunggu

hilangkan rasa letihku

Bila nanti kau mengerti

kumohon terangi aku

dalam hatiku

ingatkan aku

untuk menahan rasa hati lelahku

yang slalu ...

rindukan tawamu dalam hatiku

hanya dirimu ...

beri malamku yang menghiasi jiwa

yang rapuh

terlalu merindumu

Bila nanti kau mengerti

kumohon terangi aku .....

dalam hatiku

ingatkan aku

untuk menahan rasa hati lelahku

yang slalu ...

rindukan tawamu dalam hatiku

ingkatkan aku ku kan tetap menantimu

hingga hati itu

kan jadi milikku

Moon and stars above, come crying with me or else wipe away my tears is good enough for comforting me. I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out. but you love me.? sekian untuk part jiwang jiwang.

Assalamualaikum.

eh sape pernah baca blog uncle seekers story pasal Queen Aisyah? OMG, aku baca sampai pening lalat. tapi aku masuk rumah dia tanpa komen ke lakukan apa-apa kerosakan kat shoutbox ke nuffnang ke link exchange ke hape sebab uncle seekers tadek semua tu. see see, memang blog tu ditulis bukan untuk tujuan material or nak tambahkan followers ke populariti ke ape walaupun visitor kurang sikit nak sejuta. OMG, aku bukan nak jump to conclusion terus even lepas dah habes bace and backup him sebab aku sendiri pun kurang paham story mereka dan keluarga mereka hakhakhak lampi kan. sape-sape kawan-kawan aku yang interested nak taw lebih lanjut cari la link nye. aku takot lah nak kasi, kot ape-ape jadi. aku tak kawin lagi woooot wooot. but as for me, aku takde hak nak judge orang. be it uncle seekers himself or Queen Aisyah, haihhhh you guys will find out the solution, sooner or later. 

senang kan aku? yela, tak kena batang hidung sendiri. ala, kalau aku pun, ape-ape problem datang, positive thinking aku selalu menang rather than the other side of me harharhar sebab ape-ape hal aku malas nak kecoh kecoh. kang aku gak yang menderita jiwa raga. yang pandang tahu cakap sabar sabar sabar sabar sampai 10 kali pun memang aku selalu sabar. 

oh lupa nak congratulate my sistah, for her superb pspm result. you are great lah sis. its okay you give him 4.0 first, kate sayang pakwe kan? ;) just make sure next pspm you both achieve it together okay.? 

teringat kat matrix dulu time result, first semester dapat tyme kat matrix. kelam kabut kat lab physics nak tengok result kat notice board. siap buat turn gilir-gilir pegi toilet lagi dengan classmates. then boleh kata hari-hari lalu situ usha-usha result eh dia tu, dia ni dapat berapa eh. ala, lupe tengok si tuuut lah, lupe tengok si teeet lah hakhakhak btw, matrix best except for the moments 'terjatuh' 

anyway aku stilll rindu zaman matrix dulu dulu sebab masih dikira zaman budak-budak hingusan. kan tak masuk u lagi kan kan. ahaha bayangkan kanak-kanak naek beskal same-same nyanyi lagu na na na na, sejakku melihatmu lagu gita gutawa dengan dafi tu. itu normal kalau kanak-kanak, orang besar takkan buat kan. OMG, i did it at the age of 18. kire childhood memory aku lah tu.  

its so me.!

then, dah masuk u sekarang aku realize aku tak macam dulu. dulu galak pandang sana sini konon cari jodoh tapi tak jumpa jumpa pun huhuhu. kan ramai kan jumpe couple kat matrix then masuk u jumpe orang lain harharhar aku terkecuali okay.....bila dah masuk u ni aku rase, cukup cukoplah. even kawan semua atau ramai dah berpunye pun, aku still rase takpela, ni masa dia. kang nanti ada la aku pulak. even aku single tapi aku tetap not available. even aku single aku bukan playgirl. even aku single aku bukan dalam golongan yang sedang mencari. even aku single aku even aku ada stalker or 'peminat' ke secret admirer ke, aku tetap tunggu 'dia' sampai ada orang datang rumah jumpa mak aku cakap, anak perempuan makcik ni cantik. boleh saya masuk meminang? harharhar imaginasi time hujan. 

keep dreaming jaja and get ready to end up crying to death

Workaholic

assalamualaikum and hi hi all. for the purpose of daily update, not for the sake of updating. *sigh*

esok aku start keja. oh oh dont worry, keja aku still tak halang aku online sesuka hati even lagi buat aku bersemangat nak online kerana boring-macam-boleh-bikin-gilak. no doubt, keja aku memang online jela except for thirty second bila ada konon-konon-customer-datang rupanya orang sesat tanyakan jalan, 30 seconds for checking who is parking front door and go to the next door, 30 seconds or more go to the toilet, 30 minutes and more and more having lunch. most of the time, blogwalking, bloghoping, blogreading, blogvisiting, blog-sightseeing and blablabla. never forget checking facebook notifications and get over-excited when hear the buzz from yahoo messenger then feel irritated when no one i am waiting for appear in the list. 

till then, daa friends

Mirror

rajin mengetik-ngetik pulak malam ni. kata blog nak buat diary kan. dairy kena la hari-hari di-hupdate. dipeluk dicium sebelum tidur letak bawah bantal busuk tak bagi kantoi dengan mak kalau mak masuk bilik amik bakul baju. owh, aah kan, dah namanya dai-ry stands for dai-daily. haihhh macam mana la aku nak ingat formula Doppler effect exam last paper killer paper hari tu kalau dairy-daily story pun baru nak paham. gelakkan diri sendiri haiyya. FYI, aku dah start semester break. heaven kejap tapi dalam kepala banyak hal nak kena settle. 


November about to leave like October did. be it in Oct or Nov or even Dec next next next year, i am no longer what i was before. again, thanks GOD for trials You put along my journey. 




okay, saket dada lagi dan lagi. tak mau cari gaviscon tengah-tengah malam ni gara-gara pedih ulu hati sebab tahan nak nanges. it's time to be a big girl now and big girls don't cry, isn't.? kata favourite quote, tapi tak pernah nak ikot macam quote cakap. okay, trying. 


it is a good start for this sem break when I first met my buddy. guess who? be it in school days or matriculation days, you never change sayang unless you are prettier. i hate it when my sister didn't recognize you and then realize you are 'shushy' with that voice. haiyya what to do with my appearance, progressing 'osam' everyday onward. any suggestion.? hahaha shy, i miss our old time together. thanks to changlun, kedah for the moments we shared there. never forget 'AWIE' okay sayang or else you will forget me. owh our memoirs remind me of mubin haha weirdo nak hengat dia lagi, aku  prefer amnesia terus. blame kelantan for sending me here then we are no longer can be like we used to. my bad actually, easily forget friends when they are away for some time :( 


hey shy, my friend asked, who are you then we have so many mutual friends. then i checked, OMG its 230. anyway, i did realize most unknown person added me up are your big fan. how 'lucky' I am to share your glamour. fortunate enough i didn't approve them or else we will have 500 mutual friends ahahaha

i am telling you, she's prettiest.!

ohh my bff zack, you will read this later after your final then never get irritated okay dear owh dont forget to remind me, i have good and bad news for you. which one you prefer first? first thing first, IMY. above all that, cepat balik kampung bawak balik hadiah aku :)

aku teringin belikan dslr tu sbb aku appreciate bakat terpendam kwn aku ni, tapi tunggu aku beli CALDINA aku dulu okay haha jawabnya dua-dua kempunan

kenapa tajuknya mirror? sebab kawan kan cermin kepada seseorang. kalau cantik atau baik kawan aku, maknanya aku pun baik dan cantik lah.!

for the rest of my life

assalamualaikum.

aku jatuh cinta ya allah. bukan untuk kali ni je . tah kali ke berapa bila aku dengar lagu ni. lagu-lagu dia yang lain jugak. dekat di hati dengan lirik-lirik berunsur ketuhanan dan maybe lagu ni je yang ada unsur cinta siket hehehe. cinta sepasang suami isteri okay. bukan cinta monyet zaman hingusan pakai baju putih kain biru, bukan cinta playboy dengan playgirl yang dah couple untuk kali ke berapa dengan pasangan kali ni dan bukan jugak cinta dunia yang haram semua jadi halal.


thanks untuk seseorang yang kasi lagu ni dengan pesanan, janji dengan dia aku akan tengok video ni nanti. huhuhu kite janji lah.! kan kan, dah abes tengok pon. thanks sebab bagi kite tengok yang version ni. lagi sweet sampai kite rase nak belajar main tekan tekan benda tu dengan awak nanti nanti eh :)

Lesson Learnt

"And for those who fear Allah, He (ever) prepares a way out, And He provides for him from (sources) he never could imagine. And if any one puts his trust in Allah, sufficient is (Allah) for him. For Allah will surely accomplish his purpose: verily, for all things has Allah appointed a due proportion. (Surah At- Talaq 65:2-3)"

Remember the most important is not what we have, instead remembering who give us what we have now. Instead of feeling insufficient of  what we don’t have, praised Allah for every single thing He is giving, used to and will be given to us. His blessing are sufficient enough. 

 When we are blinded, we can never see the beauty of love within ALLAH. Ya Rabb, show us the right path to walk through our entire life after all trials You put along our journey. Guide us and never blinded us after lighten up our love towards You.

lesson learnt : treat people around you as you can never met them again. so that when they are not around, you know, you had give it all out. times as the best cure, just let time heals the hurt and pain felt. 

tough heart? yes, I am

you will never understand me cause you never put your leg in the same shoes as mine, but it doesn't mean it will never come. its ALLAH's kun, nothing can go against HIS order. ALLAH ALMIGHTY.